Sunday, Nov. 04, 2007 at 12:21 a.m.
12:21am
at 2am there's daylight savings
old msgs bring memories
happy memories
first week you met memories
you realize how much you miss this person
and then it hits you, they actually do mean something to you, and you're not really over them
have you ever missed someone so much your tummy started hurting?
it's painful.
the tears start rolling down
you don't know why
it's definitely not because you miss them
they play a roll, but not a major roll
you want them to stop, but you're happy they're out
4 minutes of rolling tears
you thank God they're not rolling stones
someone's there to make you giggle, but its not the person you want
you have no one to talk to
the one person you're talking to is... you don't know... running away from the fact that you're crying? doesn't know what to do or say? just doesn't give a fuck about you and what's going on with you?
you're thankful for everything you have, and everyone you have in your life...
you get an unexpected msg on msn, someone telling you that they love you
the busy father
just one line
you write back, it's been 20 min, no reply
you're not longer expecting one
you want tell someone how you feel and what they've taught you in life and how its changed you
oh, but wait
they don't give a fuck.
or at least they don't seem to.
there are some people in this life that you're just not meant to understand
you know they're one of them
sometimes you wonder why
but then you think it doesn't really matter
its not like you've ever met
but somewhere it does... and doesn't